Better out than in

So it's been a while since I went on a random tangent that made little sense... I feel overwhelmed, but lack the ability to let go, which is probably very beneficial to the people around me, but not so much if you are me. I have found a favorite brand of socks.. and of this brand the yellow ones are the most comfortable.. so I may spend the rest of my life wearing only yellow socks.. they are softer than the blue ones. I seem to have lost my backbone, if anyone finds it, please let me know. I am counting down the seconds to April 30th.. It's when I test for the first time in karate for my belt, I am so very excited to break a board with my bare hands.. ya just don't even know! On Monday my house will be painted, today I should have spent the day cleaning, taking things off walls, moving furniture.. instead I watched twilight and New Moon.. seemed like productive at the time. I have hit some serious roadblocks in my religious path lately. I think I have come to the conclusi...